Today, I took a big step in my recovery. Today, I took on a massive fear that has been firmly planted on top of my shoulder. Today, I decided to go back to work. The restaurant industry is a mental meat grinder. Everyday is turmoil and chaos. Buzzing, beeping, screaming, swearing. It is loud, volatile, … More Pencil or Pen? 🙂
When I started this blog it was just for me, I had no real reason to want it other than the fact that writing was something I loved to do. I have had other blogs in the past, sports based mostly, but I would have never shared personal details of my life on those. I … More Public Speaking?
A lot of people still believe that the Blue Jays major depth of prospects is in the low minor leagues. Well, as of the 2018 season that is officially untrue. C- Jansen, McGuire, Smith 1B-Tellez, Pentecost 2B- Travis, Bichette SS- Warmoth, Urena 3B- Guerrero, Gurriel OF- Alford, Hernandez, Pompey, Smith Jr, Olivares, Panas, Palacios, Ramirez, … More MiLB Ramblings: Positional Depth
It is so hard to write about my sons when I feel so down about everything right now. They are everything to me. When life gets hard, almost too hard, I can take 1 glance at them and know that I can get through the darkest times. Despite the fact that they are so young, … More My Boys.
No matter what your definition of PTSD is, whether it be mental illness or brain trauma, the result is the same. The lines between what is real and what is created in your mind are blurred, moment-to-moment, everyday. I was fortunate enough to have only experienced this for a few months. Although my therapist would … More Inadequacy.
Understanding peoples unspoken intentions has always been a strong point for me as a person. Maybe that is due to years of security work, where your primary function on a door is to scrutinize a person in mere seconds. You have to know the problems before they become one. You master the art of body … More Stop Lying, Just Communicate.
I have been a vocal supporter of the Toronto Blue Jays trading former league MVP Josh Donaldson, I will not deny that. However, over the past month I have been going through scenario after scenario, team after team trying to find a mix of talent to make the trade, course and trajectory of the team … More Trading Donaldson is no easy feat.
After a great season for many Blue Jays prospect, we now have an opportunity to focus on a few this week. Here are the Toronto Blue Jays 25-21 ranked prospects. … More Blue Jays Top 30 Prospects: Part 2 (25-21)
Not long ago, the Blue Jays farm system appeared to be gutted. Major acquisition after major acquisition took away almost all Minor League depth and talent above A-Ball. It was dark times for the system. One regime change later, a major shift occurred in both draft and signing philosophy, as a result the system is … More Blue Jays Top 30 Prospects: Part 1 (30-26)
When i think about my wife it is difficult to express my true feelings for her, or most things in general. For those of you that have read my site with any consistency you know why, I’m a communication leper. But, over the last few months I have built a new foundation that I stand … More My Wife